Hey. I am back. Ha...I kept to my word. Trust me...I am reliable.

well...havent really thought about my super character, except that its definite he or she will have the power of teleportation and teleconisis! haha... so thats a hint. Well...actually I think it should be a she. To prove that girls can do stuff guys can too! Ha

Sometimes I wonder if small hands are a gift or a (whats the word>) something like curse or defect....cant think of the word, but ya, you get what I mean. Hmmm....what do you think? Big or small hands?

I need creative juices! I need my cup or maybe my jug right now! I need it to be refreshing and different to quench my ever growing thirst for something new...please give me my cup somebody!



Lets clear this up first...I am not makling a blog for attention unlike those freaks out there in cyber space. Ok...thats better.

Ok..its been ages since I last posted and well...this might just be longer to make up for that.

Well...the past week has been rather busy and eventful. Lets see...so we will definitely be leaving. probably mid-august or so. Thats not really confirmed, but yup, thats all I have for now. Well, I had shingles and had to take some medication and lets say it was not too bad but I dont want it again. I had a totally sleepless might due to the vit. pills that taste like nail polish and the 3 cups of coffee and 1 cup of tea. Well...have been making up that deficit over the last few days. Pretty excited abt the Aus thing but kind of scared though. Its like I am having this really mixed feelings, but I guess its only natural. We went for this New Creation worship on Friday and it was not too bad. Really enjoyed it. I dont think I will be going for FOP this year though. Kind of annoyed its not Delirious and Hillsongs...oh well.

I have the lostprophets CD liberation transmission and its so awesome. I only knew one song on it at first (rooftops) but now I love every one of them. its a little different form their old songs like burn burn, last summer, last train home and all that but I love it! They have really catchy guitar riffs and I love Ian Watkins voice!

Ok, so as you know I am supposed to be really busy now, but hey No...I am seriously lacking in the packing skills. So whatever, I decided to think and do random stuff. ok like now...I am gonna create this person that has like super cool powers, but instead of being a superhero that fights and saves the world "oh wee", he shall do cooler stuff! haha...bet you think I have something cool up my sleeve...well not really...haha. Gotta go eat dinner now. Will come back and figure it out. Promise.

C:

p.s.: promises are made to be broken




One more Day (to be exact about 11 hours?) till I will be Sixteen!!!

Happy Early Birthday Su Yee and Ian!!!




Ok...tired now so let me put this all in my organised...not... point form.

Mum got results
We are going in 2 to 3 weeks
I am down with Shingles
It hurts like crap
Never heard of those bands you all mentioned (sorry)
Cried today when my ipod decided to avenge me and self synchronise to my laptop which has no songs!!!
Left with nothing but shingles(confirmed)!
please send me any nice songs you have please!!!
send to runandswim4christ@gmail.com
Esp if you have any by my favourite bands.
Wanna cry!
CRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRYCRY CRY CRY
ipod is the most important thing to me, besides my guitar and bible
I need it so badly and I wanna crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry!!
I just lost my best friend's contents
Left with nothing but an empty pretty white face
I am contagious
XO




OMGosh! Guess what I just found out!! Joe Trohman from FOB plays with Washburn guitars too!! Of course his is custom and high priced and all (The newest Idol Series, mine is the less known Rocker Series), but its the fact of the moment for me as I am sitting in my glass room waiting for work. Isn't that so cool. I never knew that, though it only makes sense since washburn is from Chicago and so are they. Will be downloading the podcast of them making his guitar as soon as I get home! (found all this from the washburn website).

OMGosh




Ok...today is officially the best day at work. Finished my pile of crap at about 11 and they did not know what to give me. So basically while everyone was so busy, they were like, just go rest or something. So now its going to 3 and I have been resting since then! I am paid 6 bucks per hour to surf the net, take stupid quizzes, check out bands and update my blog! Isn't that awesome!

Hmmm...4 more days and this would be over.

Ok so let me tell you more about my NEWEST BABY!! My washburn WR150 guitar! Its like super sleek and awesome for a stunning price. Anyway I shan't bore you with the facts and all but let me give you a rough description. Will post the picture later on. Well...its metallic purple (did not have a choice on that)...it looks like something from Daisy Rock but way cooler for me! Its not something many would have the same as I do cos there are many different colours and not many people go for washburns. Its not too girlish and all but just fine! I love love love it! Besides that it plays well and the action and all fits me well. Only problem might be my pickups...but I think that is cos of my lousy amp. (lousy for a Laney...sufficient for practice though)

Well, there goes my paycheck!

Ok...this is for Eric:
-All relient k songs are awesome! Just mass download or buy the cd. (I am dying to get their new one)
-Fall Out Boy...I think they really split people's opinions. Like there's so much stuff about how everyone hates them and all, but there are the so many fans out there... like me! So as a supporter of FOB...I say just download all! haha. (I bought the limited ed cd and it rocks)
-Senses Fail...(did I tell you abt them already) ok...nice songs...Buried A Lie, Choke on This,Martini Kiss, Angela Baker and My Obsession, Let it enfold you...safe to just download any and like it.
-The Academy Is...Attention, Check Mark, Skeptics and True Believers, Slow Down, Down and Out are my favourite songs from them.
-The Starting Line...hmmm...I like Surprise Surprise, Best of Me and Bedroom Talk

I shan't ramble on about Blink182, Sum41 and all the rest unless ya want me too. So tag back k.




Ok...so whats my poison while I am working...lets see...

Cocktail Sausages..
MnMs..
Hot Water..
...and a never ending Ipod!!
Cheers

C:

...the delusions of a muddled brainwasher...


Relient K-more than useless
I feel like
I would like
To be somewhere else
Doing something that matters
And I'll admit here
While I sit here
My mind wastes away
And my doubts start to gather

What's the purpose?
It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it
Not in the least bit
And I'm just scared
So scared that I'll fail You

Sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why
Why I'm even here at all
But then You assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

So I say if I can't
Do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trivial
That life can give you will
Measure up to what might have replaced it
Too late, look
My date book
Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet
That regret
Will prove to get me to improve in the long run

Sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why
Why I'm even here at all
But then You assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna be the day
Gonna be the day that I would do something right
Do something right for once

I noticed
I know this
Week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it
I spent it
Convincing myself
The world's doing just fine
Without me (without me)
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me (without me)
Showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time
It's my life
And my right to use it like I should
Like He would
For the good
Of everything that I would ever know

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna be the day
Gonna be the day that I would do something right
Do something right for once




Ok...let me share with you how i am feeling now...(look at song below)yes i am secretly using the internet...actually I am not sure if its allowed, but no one said anything abt not using it...what the..who cares...i hate work! So boring and my neck is killing me...the worst idea ever!!

"Slipping Away"

I'm slipping away
In every way
I can't stay awake
(and I don't know why)
I'm slipping away
(and I don't know why)

I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart now in every way
I'm finding it harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize

I'm slipping away

(sum 41)




(presently siting in a glass room typing crap away till I discovered...they have internet)I don’t wanna work anymore. This was the s******* idea ever made by me. But this is the best solution to getting my guitar by myself! I wanna earn it you see... but this just tells me that when I grow up I am not going to be the kind of person that just sits at brown desk typing s*** away! I am not going to ever do this. Damn I am going to be someone better than this … I cant believe people would actually do this full time for their whole lives! Its like pure mental torture and I be people get into depression cos of this monotonous crap! I am just sitting here transferring crap from paper to computer! Its worst then doing manual labour, at least you getta do something different! This seriously is like the longest day ever! Its like when you have to sit through those crappy conventions and all! My head is spinning and my back is aching like crazy!! I am seriously going to quit if I can! What a freaking pity I cant! Now I know why its better to study! At least its challenging. This s*** is simple and boring like h*** man! Even the air-con cant cool me down. I am going into a state of depression and mild concussion! No wonder the word rebel exists! To go against all this crap that goes around us each day. Its either my brain is so twisted that I cant stand this stuff or this s*** has twisted everybody’s brain and now they surrender to its wrath for the rest of their short lived life!

p.s: Ignore Choice Of Words...just need to get it of my chest ! Too bad if you don't like what I said...




Why do we feel so weak when we are with the strong?
Why do we feel so stupid when we are with the smart?
Why do we feel so embarrassed when we are with the confident?
Maybe its because it just highlights what we are not...

First day of work tomorrow...hope its not mundane.

C:




Hey.

I know you might not bother about what I am going to say, but I am still going to do so as I feel like.

I am quite sure many people like the same bands as I do and I know there are the odd many that dont...so now I am gonna give you so many good reasons why you should check out these bands!

Relient K
MUSIC WISE:Awesome! Good Alternative CCM and good guitars with an interesting mix of piano! I think I am going to buy the album even though I may have all their songs in my Ipod! On top of this, they have a great attitude!
LYRICS WISE: The best of all!Its like a clean version of Fall Out Boy!If you listen carefully, you would notice that the lyrics are filld with puns and are pretty funny!
Down In Flames-"Baby pacifists, we're throwing fits.We don't shake hands, we shake our fists."
The Only Thing Worse Than Beating A Dead Horse Is Betting On One-"Our problems seem so small, but they grow on us like gravity, but gravity still makes us fall"

Fall Out Boy
MUSIC WISE: The lead and rhythm guitars blend in well together. Pete is good with the bass, and the drum makes it even better! Its the kind that gets stuck in your head forever!
LYRICS WISE: A little...PG-13...if there is anything like that. Not for kids if you listen carefully. Hardly any profanities as compared to like Blink 182. Overall lyrics are interesting, creative and catchy! I think they are also pretty humble.
Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of the Year-"The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie", I hope you sing along and you steal a line.I need to keep you like this in my mind. So give in or just give up."

Blink 182
MUSIC WISE: Catchy riffs and cool bass. You would think that there were more than just 3 of them.
LYRICS WISE: Except for the occasional mention of christianity, the lyrics are usually filled with profanities here and there, or they could have explicit content. Not something you would want to sing out loud in a church if you get what I mean. Ignoring the lyrics, they are amazing and its a pity they split!

Sum 41
MUSIC WISE: Very catchy and certain songs can be loud. There are still some softer songs like 'some say' and 'slipping away'.
LYRICS WISE: A lot about teenage anger, confusion and all! I like. Especially those about not wanting to "take part in the business man illusion" . Some of their songs can be a little pessimistic but I guess song writing is a way to let it all out and its understandable.
Motivation-"Motivation such an aggravation,Accusations don't know how to take them.Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.Concentration's never hard to break it.Situation never what you want it to be."

Jack's Mannequin
MUSIC WISE: Piano Rock kind of thing. It makes playing the piano sound much cooler than it already does.
LYRICS WISE: A lot about love and all. Its really well-written and crafted though!
Holiday From Real-"But if you left it up to me,everyday would be a holiday from real."

Arctic Monkeys
MUSIC WISE: The drum mixed with guitar intros are really cool and catchy.
LYRICS WISE: Another of those really catchy and funny lyrics with puns and all included.Can be a little sexual and vulgur though.
A Certain Romance-"And over there there's broken bones,There's only music, so that there's new ringtones. And it don't take no Sherlock Holmes to see it's a little different around here."

The Academy Is
MUSIC WISE: The whole band blends in very well together. There are fast and slow songs, but overall very interesting and will stick in your head.
LYRICS WISE: About relationships and other things. One of my favourite is 'Attention'. Very good song for many occasions!
Skeptics and True Believers-"Don't be so scared to take a second for reflection,to take a leave of absence to see what you're made of."

almost done...

Panic! at the Disco
MUSIC WISE: Almost like a alternate version of Fall Out Boy. The singer sounds like Patrick from FOB.
LYRIC WISE: Can be quite random but it will stick in your head and its quite funny to a certain extend. This was stuck in my head for really long...
I write sins not tragedies-"I'd chime in with a haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door? No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality"

Lost Prophets
MUSIC WISE: Just heard about them a while ago. A little like Click Five...like the louder more Rock version. Their songs are beyond amazing. The first time I heard rooftop, I reapeated it like 10 times. Its really good! I think they are a little anti-christianity or something though.
LYRICS WISE: So far seems fine. So far...

So aren't you glad I have been boring you! haha. Do i care?! Not really. I could go on and on forever...but my hands are sick of doing so.

In conclusion you can see I am not the kind that like hip hop,rap and Chinese or Korean songs, whatever they are. I pretty much like Punk, Rock, Poprock, Alternative Music, Christian Rock (oh I forgot...check out KUTLESS) and anything along that line.

11:09 AM

She wishes for a premature birth...
Thursday, July 06, 2006

There was once this girl who was really bored and wanted to work. According to the law she was underage and could only work after her birthday. SO she was frustrated and did not think she could work anymore. Then one day this great opportunity stumbled across her to work at the place her Mum used to work. She was so excited and could not wait to start so she could save up her money and buy something she has wanted for so long. Now here is the catch, because she was underage she could only receive $x, when she was to receive $Y. The job was to be Z weeks long, and the money earned, though better than nothing was not sufficient. The worst was that, after that Z amount of weeks, it would be her birthday the following week!! Can you imagine her disappointment. Thus she now wishes she had a prematured birth...

12:28 PM

blank
Monday, July 03, 2006

hey guys...if you read my last shout out you can just ignore it! haha...i was seriously a bit confused then.

I guess I cant help it if my brain aint functioning the way its supposed to be. Its seriously messed up and I am intending to seek treatment soon.

Oh yes...Happy Youth Day to all the young people out there.

15 feels so young but 16 feels like years years older...argh...i'm getting old! Thanks for reminding me Ian. Just a gentle remineder...you are getting old too!!! Muahaha

C:

4:43 PM

Random Stuff and Relient K
Sunday, July 02, 2006

Ok...so this is about random stuff...so lets see...

1. IF you are tagging my blog, please leave your name or something, its getting quite confusing. Just identify yourself so at least i know what you are talking about. Ok so see, here's what I was thinking about earlier and this is the reason why I am geting on your case. I just found out that people are actually reading my blog.. YAY!?? I dunno...this only means that I can't write certain things? I am not sure...I started my blog so that I had an avenue to write what I am really feeling, and now I feel that it is threatened by the fact that so many are reading, thus I have to be a little conscious...(WAIT>>ok, I am probably scaring all of you off from reading and tagging...so listen to what else I have to say first k...) So as i was saying, i was thinking about it and I concluded that many people now adays tend to say stuff and do things and yet not want to admit that it was them...thus the origin of the word anonymous (not referring to anyone)...well, so the point is why can't we all just stick to what we say and not be afraid that others might ditched our ideas or make fun of us! I hope you get what I mean...I kind of lost my point so whatever...just leave your names k!
2. Ok, why I don't go online as ask by someone...hmmm, lets see...I just find it kind of boring, I dunno. I find it funny too cos people leave expressions like 'haha' and all those funny faces to show what they are feeling as they talk and its just queer when you imagine that face on your friend...I told you I was talking about random stuff today, I don't even get what I mean!
3. Ok...This Relient K song high of 75 is awesome. I guess they have once again suceeded in mixing an extremely catchy tune with addictive lyrics!

I am losing foucs so i think will carry on with a new post sometime later today or tomorrow cos I know there are some things I need to say, just that I cant seem to remember now...Cheers

12:58 PM

I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

So right now I use this blog as a form of liberation and to keep in touch with people who bother to bother. I love music and my guitar (as a matter of fact any guitar) a lot.

What sort or music do I like..

Relient K
Underoath
Motion City Soundtrack
Escape The Fate
Saosin
Senses Fail
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Taking Back Sunday
Rise Against
From First To Last
Rufio
Run Kid Run
Plain White T's
Lost Prophets
Paramore
Houston Calls
Anberlin
Hawthorne Heights
Atreyu
Mae
The Starting Line
The Academy Is
Superchick
Sum 41
Fall Out Boy( not so anymore)
Jack's Mannequin

Escape The Fate-Not good enough for truth in cliche

The Mordern March by Run Kid Run

I am too tired of running
Would you still take me though
I keep falling To hear you say
I have been waiting
And to know your love it is never ending

I long to see you again
Holy Spirit please come back in

I could never walk alone
All this time I never gave to you
You're all I have you're all I know
And I am calling on you now

I give you my life won't you take me
For I was nothing before you found me
I will use my voice to sing out
With all that I am, with all that I have

I long to see you again
Holy Spirit please come back in

I could never walk alone
All this time I never gave to you
You're all I have you're all I know
And I am calling on you now

How many times will I deny you
Still your love won't let me go
How many times will I deny you
Still your love won't let me go

I long to see you again

I could never walk alone
All this time I never gave to you
You're all I have you're all I know
And I am calling on you now
I'm calling on you now,
I'm calling on you now,
I'm calling on you now



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